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God speaks through my dog Frantis

Everything happened somewhere in 2017 spring. I worked in the house for a couple of days. I had just sinned after my last confession and grieved myself that now God no longer loves me and that he can punish me and I have nowhere to hide from Him because he will reach me everywhere. So I walked sad for a couple of days, I grieved and didn’t pray anymore, and I didn’t talk to God anymore. After work, I went to take Frantis for a walk. When I came to him, I poured him food, and he stretched it out as if he were on his feet, and put his feet forward, and so it was for some time. I say, “Come, I will pat you, I will give love to you, i will kuddle you” (because when I come, he always waits until I give him love first, and only then he go to eat), and it stands as it stands. I look for something that could be messed up, that something has been dumped, that something has been “unloaded” somewhere to be cleaned, I am thinking of what it is here now that it is so ashamed, nor that we are beating it, that it is necessary to be afraid of something being earned. I did not understand anything. And one thought so clear, stroked into my head, you can say “I see” how it starts, goes and ends: “and you are avoiding me in such way, you are ashamed for the last two days, I want to love you, and you avoid me.” Only then I did see that a small “cake” was left on the path where we walk. And I have understood that as it is not difficult for me to clean up Frantis aviary, nor my love for the dog is reduced, to tidy up his disfigurements, so it is not difficult for Jesus to forgive us of our sins, and, most importantly, to continue to communicate kindly again in prayer or the like. I later came to the conclusion and determination that as soon as I sinned harder I would apologize to God immediately or as soon as possible, repent that God would look at me lovingly again, and then confess everything to the priest through confession (I’m catholic) so that it would be “officially’ over and I could pray again and again. Would be a desire to communicate with God.

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